I really miss the younger days.  When I had no responsibilities to weigh me down.  I could just let my mind go, and explore.  Really soak shit up.  Ever since I’ve been a kid, I’ve been the introspective one.  Always thinking.  I enjoyed it.  If something caught my interest I would just let my mind wander off and usually it would come back with great things to share.  Nowadays, thats not really the case.  I catch myself dwelling on what needs to get done.  Planning, executing, and covering my ass. It kind of sucks.  Sleepless nights that lead to bad moods that last the whole day.  Not that I don’t enjoy the occasional bad mood.  It’s fun to just want to be an asshole every once in a while.  Who doesn’t?